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Currently watching: my thoughts turn into happy sea creatures hehe
Currently feeling: relieved

gotten lost in your city
seen a shooting star
been to any other countries besides the United States
had a serious surgery
gone out in public in your pajamas
kissed a stranger
hugged a stranger
been arrested
laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
pushed all the buttons on an elevator
swore at your parent(s)
made noises at a Jurassic Park poster when at a video store
been in love
been close to love
been to a casino 
been skydiving
broken a bone
been high
skinny-dipped
skipped school
saw a therapist
done the splits
played spin the bottle
gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
bitten someone
been to Niagara Falls
gotten the chicken pox
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
ridden in a taxi
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
had a crush on someone of the same sex
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
been to Europe
slept with a co-worker
been married
gotten divorced
had children
had a close friend die
been to India
driven over 400 miles in one day
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been wakeboarding
met someone in person from the internet
lost a child
gone to college
done hard drugs
tried killing yourself
fired a gun
purposely hurt yourself
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now

 

So far, there are only two things that i feel really priviledged to have learned in my three and counting years in college.

That, number one,  if your work has nothing new to share to the developing industry that your material falls under, then it is useless. No matter how much you intend to spend on it, in peso or in effort or in time, if the only benefit it will bring ur market is the benefit of refreshing their memory of something that they have already seen, heard, or identified before, then dont even bother finishing it. But dont let this stop you. You are not required to believe this.

Number two is simply the term that i may use in case i will be asked to summarize number one in one word.Elation. Basically, it describes an exhilarating psychological state of optimism and euphoria that comes along with the idea of finding something new; learning something different. It is another way of being entertained. And it is what seperates art from mere entertainment. Art is not only meant to kill time. It was meant to kill time in a significant way: illuminate. 

I picked up something really new and amazing in theater class today: when asked to do something, do not do the first obvious thing that comes to your mind. Think of three more alternatives. If you cant think of altleast three other ways of doing it, then youre not thinking.

All I really needed to know, I learned through General Education. .

 

I took up two modules on life today
The first was entitled,
“Nasan ang bahay ni Mian
(An Idiots guide to finding Paseo de Roxas)”
in that module I learned a lot of things
Number one: always ask for an address
Rarr….
Two: Malaki ang Bel-air
Hrarrrr…..
At Three: never forget Gerald’s cellfone number
Dahil kumbaga sa geom, it’s a postulate
It is a fact
constant and unchanging
…such a life saver

 

 I was actually I<------ this close ------->I to giving up kanina
In fact I was telling myself:
“Hoy Gwapo!”

(hehe)
* smile *

 

 “Pag itong sunod na kantong to hindi pa rin Paseo de Roxas, umuwi ka na!”
I did say that.
Twice
Una sa “Galaxy” St. pangalawa dun sa “Planet”
Shet…
Galaxy, Planet, Paseo de Roxas…
Hmmm…. No wonder akala ko I was lightyears away
Pero umabot naman ako
Ofcourse it was all worth the walk
Oh well

 
“don’t let this happen to you”

  

Module two was actually a reaction paper on the movie Mystic River.
Nung napanood yun dati ng Movie Friends©,
Hindi daw mashadong maganda
“depressing” was the word they used if I remember it well
Except for Kitts.
So it was a three-against-one kinda thing
Kung isa nga lang si Kittina… hmmm

Anyway I was sitting right in front of the television
When it premiered on HBO kanina…
And right in front of the television I stayed for the next two hours.
Watching this movie, I got to practice some common
Principles found in murder movies
Una: The killer is a relatively prominent character
Meaning, hindi pwede bigla mo na lang siya makikilala
pag-revelation time na
Laging may “PALA!” factor
Tipong
ahh! Yung doctor niya PALA!
Shet! Yung boyfriend niya PALA!
Tangna! Ung kapatid niya PALA!
Pero the best pagtipong
Buhkkaluh!!!!! Siya PALA!
Dati inisip ko pano kaya pag hindi ganun??
Pag nawala yung PALA factor na un…
…Tapos napanood ko yung “Phonebooth”
Hehe.
Ok lang naman pero parang may kulang.
Tipong “so sino pala ung pumapatay??”
Isang mama.

 

 

Yeah.

 

Number Two: Pag may super sure suspect ka na or pag may sinasuggest ng killer yung movie pero nasa ¾ ka pa lang nung buong pelikula…
Hindi yun un.
Heheh
I mean, bakit mo irereveal ng maaga ung killer??
Kaya nga may ending e.
Wahahha
Wala lang.
Pero all in all
The movie was so captivating.. atleast for me
And the ending was really sad
Depressing indeed
Especially for the Tim Robbins character.
It was just like asking,
“Gaano kadaming kamalasan ang kasya sa buhay ng isang tao?”
Well…
Sobra-sobra,

apparently.

 

 

 

Currently feeling: nothing(tuod-ampots)

 

 

Prior to last weekend
The last time I went to a beach was eight years ago:
Thirty-two people;
Two days;
One jeep.
No, hindi siya family outing.
Yes, it wasn’t the greatest trip of my life.
Sa Lemery pa yun.
Where the waters are salty, and slightly dark.
Patis in other words.
 

Last weekend was different.
Really different.
Nine people; sa isang crosswind.
And the beach…
……
Well ofcourse hindi siya Boracay, or kahit man lang Puerto Gallera
Pero I haven’t been to Puerto Gallera nor to Boracay.
So it desn’t really matter to me
Basta ang alam ko,
Dun lang ako nakakita ng ganung kadaming bituin sa isang tingalaan.
Pero sabi nga nila
Dahil lightyears ang sukatan
Kalahati sa mga yun marahil hindi na nageexist.
Even stars expire.
Im still not sure if that makes any sense.
 

25 hours later
Back to Manila; Back to reality
Time is really stupid
It flies so quickly
At kung di mo pa i-vivideo or
Kung wala pang atleast dalawang taong magtetestify na
Nangyari nga ang isang bagay,
Everything you think happened could all be just make-believe
One time, I had flashbacks of me and some friends
Na naglalakad sa kahabaan ng University Avenue
Isang gabi papuntang McDonalds Philcoa
Pero di ko alam kung bakit
Tinanong ko dun sa isa sa mga tingin ko kasama ko nun
Kung nangyari nga yun o panaginip lang
Panaginip lang daw.
Until may ibang naka-alala.
Nangyari nga.
What if ako lang ang naka-alalang nangyari nga yun?
Freaky.
Stupid.
How pointless.
Haha.
Basta ang alam ko, nagpunta ko sa beach
Ang di ko alam
Gaano katagal bago maulit yun uli.

 

 P.S thanks Popot.

 

 

Currently watching: people killin', people dyin. o Schindler's List
Currently feeling: jubilant(whatAMood!)hahah

wlang napaisip lang ako.
bat pagcomportable ka na sa isang bagay
me kailangan lang talagang mangyari para natapos na agad ung comportableng phase na un?
Lagi
Cguro mga 95 % of the tym.
Un lang

I have a new theory…
Actually, its more of a moving priciple in life.. nax
Basta, ito ay ukol sa epekto ng pessimism at optimism sa buhay na itago na lang natin sa pangalang the “Double Theory”… how exciting diba?… I know…

Sa choryang ito ( wow, MamResuma ikaw ba yan? Hheheh), nasasaad na pagdating sa mga kamalasan sa buhay, optimists suffer double the pain; at pagdating namn sa mga happy things, pessimists enjoy double the fun…

Kung di nyo pa rin maintindihan ang aking inglish, sample na lang:
Galing ka halimbawa sa… lessay…sa isang mahabang pila….lessay…. sa gitna ng sunken garden…lessay… tanghali…lessay… para makakuha ng slot sa PanPil 17. Why not, diba? After 2 hours, nagmadali ka patungong Casaa para uminom ng basong tubig…

Kung optimist ka, shempre todo happy mode ka habang iniisip na
“uy! Malamig sana ung tubig! ( with matching smiling face )” …
Kung pessimist ka namn, shempre pa-epek ka kasama ang mindset mong
“sus! If I know, tubig thermos din yan”…

Ngaun, me apat na possiblng ending …
1. Kung malamig nga ung tubig, at Optimist ka shempre masaya ka malamang pero inexpect mo na un e….heheh.
2. Pero kung Pessimist ka, mas masaya ka kasi although hinanda mo na ung sarili mong di malamig ung maiinom mo, mali ka pala…so aun
3. Kung di namn malamig ung tubig, at Optimist ka, siguro namn alam mong malulungkot ka ng todo dahil pumila ka na nga ng matagal, sobrang init pa ng araw, tas naglakad ka na papuntang Casaa expecting to get a cold glass of water, tas hindi pala…. pero ok lang un….(':"(')
4. Pero kung Pessimist ka, ok lang sau… un lang

Point is, wala namn talagang point. Gusto ko lang itype ung naisip ko kanina.Un lang. Great expectations may lead to greater disappointments.
Wow. Better plan ahead, think of every thing that can go wrong, para kung sumabit ka man, alam mo na gagawin mo kaysa magmukmok sa isang tabi at kabahan kung ano na lang ang mangyayari sa buhay mo at magregret sa mga bagay na sana ginawa mo na lang… Un lang. Period. No Erase. No Smiling. No labas ipin. hehehe

Naisip ko lang namn to. Di ko namn pinagpipilit sa ibang tao…heheh

Muli sa aking sponsors..
Sa mga dancing frends… gogogo!
Kay Bubuy! Inperness ha…nadadalian ka sa choreo mo…heheh..na super saya… hehe
Kay Mapat… at sa pamilya nya….ang sarap nung ulam nio kanina… at kahapon.. sa Friday sana chicken curry naman… Heheheh
Sa scooter ni Pio… salamat.. haha
At sa aking Prof sa Photog1… salamat po sa grade… J

P.S kay sheena, napanood ko na ung House of Flying Daggers…
Alala mo ung cnabi mo sakin nung napanood mo ung Hero?
Ako hindi na. Pero panoorin mo rin to… baka maalala mo….

O wel.

E di nakain na nga si Cat G. ng tali. At dahil marami-rami rin ang mga nakain nung tali, nabawasan ang mga nakapila. Unfortunately, kasama nga si Cat. At dahil dun, naisip kong ipaghiganti siya. Kaya ng matapos ang mahabang pakikipagtalastasan at pakikipagtulakan, narating ko rin ang kariktan ng pag-asa at tagumpay na itatago na lang natin sa pangalang: Ticket Booth.

Ticket Miss: “Yes, sir?”
Cute Sir ( a.k.a Carlos): “TATLONG UPPER A!”
Ticket Miss: “ Ay, one ticket per person lang po.”
Cute Sir ( to Self): Malamang, one ticket per person. Isa lang ung sakin. Ung dalawa k Cat at Gian….joke
Cute Sir: “Miss, nasabi ko bang para kang tickets ng UAAP Cheerdance Compet.? Pinagpipilahan? Pinag-aagawan? ……

So di ko nabilhan sina Cat ng ticket. Pinagtyagaan na lang nila ang kanilang gen.ad tickets habang ako’y ay nagpatuyo ng aking pawis sa Upper A Ateno side kung san di rin ako naka-upo gawa ng excellence in art of hoarding seats ng mga nandun. Nagkalat ang mge reserved seats para sa mga taong nagsipagdatingan habang nag-eexit ang La Salle pep squad. O How Nice….

Needless to say, but ill say it anyway, napaka devasting ng manalo ang UP ng second place. Kala ko pa namn, matapos kong makipagpatayan sa ticket booth, mananalo na UP. Oh well… Pero what can I say? Life must move on. Buti na lang pinakakain kami ni Redsa nung gabi. Hhehe… Anyway…

Once again I would like to thank my sponsors:

Shempre Si Redsa, sa pakain at happybirthday (belated)
Si Meiling sa paghatid sa kin pa-uwi ( as usual super thanks uli!)
And ofcourse k Cat Gamz, Thank You SUUUUUUUUUUper!
All the time na nandun tayu ang naiisip ko lang “ buti na lang si Cat ang kasama ko”
Promise, next year, sagot ko ticket mo

The moral of the story, kung gusto mo talaga, at tingin mo namn kaya mo, pwes magpep squad ka nalang ng di ka na nagpapakamatay sa pagpila-pila.
Un lang po. Partida di na ko nag-comment sa mga nagperform…..HAHAHAH!

Currently feeling: pasmado